DAMN IT, I HAVEN'T SMOKED A SINGLE CIGARETTE IN A LONG TIME AND I JUST SMOKED ONE!!!!!!! AHHH!!! I HATE THEM BUT CRAP. anyway, i was wondering why do people keep doing things that are dangerous? i love motorcycles, but my "friend" , my ex, had a bad accident and now after surgery all he has talked about is getting another bike, he almost died, he had only had his for 6 months, and prior to that he had never been on one before, he is extremely accident prone, and wreckless, but he is determined to get another bike. he doesn't even take into consideration the hell he has put me thru, seeing the accident and taking care of him since it happened in sept. 07. i have been the only one there for him, he has no regard for my feelings, so selfish. he has became even more abusive, emotionally and physically, and just turned into a monster. it seems like he would have changed and been more appreciative, and not taken people, and things for granted, but, i guess i should just accept his behavior and move on, but it's hard. i don't want to care about him, and still i feel obligated to be there for him, he is manipulating and makes everyone feel as if they owe him.